At this week's sub mission meeting, I introduced the concept of the submissive/slave resume. I stumbled across the topic while doing some research and thought it was an exercise that could have a positive effect.

At the end of this post, I will post some links to other submissive/slave blogs that have either done a resume or discussed one, so that you can look at it yourself.

So here are my thoughts on the submissive/slave resume.

When a submissive/slave is released or perhaps has never entered into a D/s, M/s relationship, it can be hard to focus in our own wants and desires. However having a focus, a goal and structure may assist the individual to list some positive traits and attributes, that may spark the attention and imagination of a Dominant.

So often I got the question "How can/will you serve me?" from Dominants that I speak to as an uncollared submissive. Quite often I stumbled to give an answer, not exactly sure what I do have to offer. When I was collared I knew what He wanted. It was clear, or given to me, through time, conversations and protocol.

Now I would not suggest that you write up a submissive/slave resume copy it onto a notecard and hand it out to every Dominant you meet. Rather use it as a confidence boosting exercise to help you get to know yourself, what you want, and what you have to offer. Perhaps once you get to know a Dominant you can mention the exercise and they are bound to ask to read it then it can be used to spark more conversation.

As I think it is important that it be a positive view of you. Try to avoid listing limits, you can do that in another format, allow your resume to highlight your strengths. So often, we are focused on the negative and not the positive of ourselves. Love You. Celebrate yourself, your interests, your skills.

The following are the links I promised. Please read them if you are interested in the submissive/slave resume, they are so full of inspiration, ideas and creativity.

http://servicekitty.com/2011/10/02/the-submissive-resume/ <-- nice introduction (with a link to a video on the subject as well)


http://www.submissiveguide.com/2008/12/beginning-your-training-resume/  <--great examples & inspiration

http://masterstonesprincess.blogspot.com/2009/10/submissive-resume.html?zx=365c5e9a507585d0 <--- very personal submissive resume

http://dominantlefemme.blogspot.com/2011/05/submissive-resume.html?zx=d7f1364cd09bf6f8 <-- great possible breakdown of what you might want to include

I want to thank everyone that came out to the group discussion last night. We covered a lot of topics and really had a good time discussing issues with each other.

One topic that came up that I believe is such an important concept within the lifestyle was self control. Quite often as submissives we get so involved in the process, lost in our submission that we become too excited and eager. I have been guilty of this more than once.

When a submissive is uncollared we refer to this state sub-frenzy.  I found an excellent article on sub-frenzy that explains sub-frenzy so well. Here a couple quotes from the article but I encourage you to read it in its entirety.

Submissive Frenzies are a state or condition that many if not all submissives will experience at one time or another. Many aspects of BDSM are similar to addictions in how they play out in the mind. From that perspective the Frenzies can be considered to be the 'withdrawal' stage.

This is an increasing and progressive sensation of 'need'. Fairly quickly the submissive may discover that 'getting their fix', becomes supremely important in their lives. It can leave them irrational, willing to make poor decisions, rash, impulsive and generally stupid. A submissive in a frenzied state is at their most vulnerable to succumbing to the ploys of those less than admirable. They may become easily enthralled, believe themselves 'in love', willing to give over anything (almost literally) in order to fill that enormous void in their life.

So as beautiful, strong submissives what can we do to control ourselves during these feelings of frenzy? At the discussion there was a lot of great suggestions.

Exercise is a great way to burn off some of that excess energy and clear our minds. Yoga, walking, running, tai chi whatever you enjoy and can really get into. Not only is is great to calm us, we are empowering ourselves by taking care of our well being both physically and emotionally.

Masturbation is another way to release some of that excess sexual energy that occurs during submissive acts. As submissives we are quite often much more in tune to our sexuality causing an overflow of sexual energy. In order to control this and not become frenzied, masturbation can release some of that energy and help us become even more in touch with ourselves.

Attending discussions and classes and surrounding ourselves with other submissives. As discussed in the article mentioned above, quite often a submissive's need for knowledge, to do more, to learn more, experience everything can get them into trouble. By educating ourselves, we empower ourselves and strengthen our submission. By going to submissive only discussions, and heanging otu with like minded submissives we can release some of that pent up energy through talking.  I have attended some pretty lively discussions where submissives truly are letting off excess energy.

Lastly, I think it is important to mention stepping back. Take a breather, do something that is not related to the lifestyle, knit, draw, take some pictures, explore. When in Second Life, if you begin to feel frenzied, IM a friend, someone in our group, shop (though careful not to over spend!) explore or even log out.  Our emotional well being is strongly linked to our submission. When uncollared it is especially important to take care of ourselves and be mindful of our feelings and emotions. Self control is something everyone can work on, and I believe is an ongoing goal.

Please feel free to add in comments any additional tools we as submissives can use to control our excess energy, in order to be the strong, beautiful submissives that we all are.

We had a fantastic turn out to the meeting last night. The discussion was fantastic and I hope empowering for everyone. I will add more later, however this morning I am posting so I can let go.

Every morning for the last several months, I sent an email to my former Master. It was rarely anything long or earth shattering. It was a way for both of U/us to start the day feeling Dominant and submissive. Since my release 6 weeks ago, I still continued to email him every morning. It was hard to let go. However it is time.

So this morning I am writing to you. Empowering myself in one small step to let go. In the process I will heal and prepare myself to serve again.

That is what we have hoped for this discussion group. We wanted it to be a place where uncollared and collared submissives could safely come share and be given tools that perhaps they could use to empower themselves.

Thank you for allowing me to feel that empowerment and beauty last night, it is spilling over to this morning as I struggle not to send that email.

We are submissive, it is in our very nature that we are strong and beautiful.

I will attempt to post a true meeting summary later today :)